GEMS FROM JEREMIAH (45) Prophetic Pain, part IV.3
After an extended period of prophesying
while people plotted to take his life (cf. 11.18-23; 18.23) and publicly
threatened and shamed him (20.1-2), Jeremiah now utters the last and darkest of
his prayers of lament.
Jer. 20.13 is a bit of a mystery; it seems out of place. But actually, it fits with vv. 7-12, completing
the common 4-step method of prayer in ancient Israel: complaint/trust/petition/praise. Jeremiah cannot find satisfaction in the
public arena, nor in social relations.
He is finally driven to face the theological reality of his life and
vocation. He is driven to God as his “only
source of comfort and strength”. In the
face of God, he is made aware of the deep, inescapable problematic of his
life. Finally, the move from complaint
to praise is the only form of “prevailing” that is available to Jeremiah – and to
Israel.[1]
Structure of Jeremiah’s 6th
lament (20.7-13):
-Complaint
7
O Lord, you have enticed me,
and I was enticed;
you have overpowered me,
and you have prevailed.
I have become a laughingstock all day long;
everyone mocks me.
8 For whenever I speak, I must cry out,
I must shout, “Violence and destruction!”
For the word of the Lord has become for me
a reproach and derision all day long.
9 If I say, “I will not mention him,
or speak any more in his name,”
then within me there is something like a burning fire
shut up in my bones;
I am weary with holding it in,
and I cannot.
10 For I hear many whispering:
“Terror is all around!
Denounce him! Let us denounce him!”
All my close friends
are watching for me to stumble.
“Perhaps he can be enticed,
and we can prevail against him,
and take our revenge on him.”
-assertion of Trust in Yahweh
11 But the Lord is with me like a dread
warrior;
therefore my persecutors will stumble,
and they will not prevail.
They will be greatly shamed,
for they will not succeed.
Their eternal dishonor
will never be forgotten.
-Petition
12 O Lord of hosts, you test the righteous,
you see the heart and the mind;
let me see your retribution upon them,
for to you I have committed my cause.
-Doxology
13 Sing
to the Lord;
praise the Lord!
For he has delivered the life of the needy
from the hands of evildoers.
Jeremiah’s despair (20.14-18)
These shocking verses demonstrate that the theological resolution and
well-being expressed in vv. 11-13 cannot be sustained, because life is too raw. This bold and obedient prophet found himself
in this moment of candid poetry alone, abandoned, hopeless, full of
despair. The measure of the crisis is
that this cry, this curse, is not addressed to God or to anyone (vv.
14-15). The poet is bereft of anyone to
whom address can be made, utterly alone with only shrillness against a hostile
abyss. We are given no clue as to what
might have evoked this poem of violent rejection and self-hatred. Perhaps this outpouring is triggered by the
massive resistance Jeremiah encountered in his prophetic vocation, or perhaps
he is aware that God is not overly attentive.
The curse speech may be an un-differentiated act of both deep exhaustion
and a sense of futility about his vocation.[2]
The main assault in vv. 15-17 is against the bearer of the news of his
birth. As Jeremiah himself is rejected
as a messenger, so Jeremiah would reject the messenger who caused him to be present
and known in the world. Jeremiah knows
all about messengers being rejected, and he wishes his birth message had never
been delivered. The poem ends with the great
“why” question of human existence (v. 18).
The issue is not existence per se, but vocation that shapes existence. Jeremiah’s dread-filled question lingers unanswered,
as we might expect. We do not know why,
as Jeremiah does not know – because the ground and reason are hidden in the
purposes of God.[3]
This passage shows us that the Bible does not deny or deceive about how
costly the truth of God’s word is. Such deep
faith as Jeremiah’s does not lead neatly to well-being, but to recurring
crisis. The Bible knows about troubled,
bitter faith that is left unresolved. We
must be aware of the odd juxtaposition of Jer. 20.7-13 and 14-18. These two poetic units are utterances of
faith in tension. The second does not
cancel the first. They are both given to
us as witnesses of this powerful, troubled faith. They both belong to this prophetic life of
vitality and fidelity. Such faith as
Jeremiah’s has seasons of trustful resolution and of bitter alienation. The two moods here in juxtaposition perhaps
echo God’s way with Jerusalem, which also knows about judgment and promise,
about alienation and resolution. The
alienation never quite reaches nullification.
The resolution seems never to be total.
Both speeches of reassurance and of harsh protest are on the way. It is a troubled way, but it is the only way available
to Israel.[4]
Here are words for those who have plunged to such depths that they would
rather not go on. Suicide is never an
option in Scripture. But persons then as
much as now could be in circumstances that led them to such despair. The lament that we have here is the path that
is offered for such persons as an alternative to suicide. Relentlessly expressive of the terror that
makes non-existence and non-living a better alternative and presenting no easy
response, such praying is from the pit without any confidence that one will
ever get out. One of the reasons for
learning the Scriptures is to have available such prayers when the pain is so
great and a voice is needed to express it.
It is difficult to recommend such a prayer. It is important that it be available for the
grasping when there is nothing else to hold on to.[5]
[1] Brueggemann, Walter, A Commentary on Jeremiah,
Grand Rapids: Eerdmans, 1998, p. 184; cf. idem. The Message of the Psalms, Minneapolis: Augsburg
Press, 1984, pp. 56, 58: this movement from plea to praise is one of the
most startling in all of OT literature.
There is a covenantal-theological move from one part of the text to the
other. We do not know concretely how
this move was made. However, both the
structure of the text and our own experience teach us that grievance addressed
to an authorized partner does free us – in the case of the lament psalms,
Yahweh is the senior covenant partner; cf. Miller, Patrick D. “The Book of
Jeremiah” in The New Interpreter’s Bible: Vol. VI, Nashville: Abingdon
Press, 2001, p. 730.
[2] Brueggemann,
Walter, A Commentary on Jeremiah, Grand Rapids: Eerdmans, 1998, p. 185.
[3] Ibid, pp. 185-86.
[4] Ibid, pp. 186-87.
[5] Miller,
Patrick D. “The Book of Jeremiah” in The New Interpreter’s Bible: Vol. VI,
Nashville: Abingdon Press, 2001, p. 729.
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